To be frank, I dont know how how to face everyone of you.

A true relationship is one where there is no lies and secret.

Easy to say but hard to apply especially when the clinch is like a handful of people. There's always a little secret. But what's disheartenning is when I am the one being discriminate and being set-up.

It started off this way.

There has always been this secret sharing among the rest. They even did a little bit of foolish planning and analysis of me. But dont be misunderstood that was all to please me. Just to set me up for some of their so called brotherhood ties.

When I heard some news about it, I asked myself "who am I to them? " They always say we are a clinch and is that what you would do to ur so called good friend. At the very least, I have been expressing dismay about this issue and they chose to ignore it.

Only till then i realised that in my clinch there is secret, lies and backstabbed. These are all just for your own good and the replies I always get is "dont think so much ~ :) ".

That's all.