Something awesome is share with you guys!

Happen to book the same timing of flight to tw with my sec friend, JY! the percentage for this to happen is like 0.0001% and it happened. Hopefully managed to see her at airport. :) so eggcited.

A must to do for my tw trip.
1. visit Hello kitty restaurant - happen to be around the hotel I am staying in 16 mins by train and walk. :) pester my cousin to bring me there. Hopefully she rmb to make a reservation. :( else I have to takeaway. By all means i MUST go.

2. visit their 7-11 to see those idol customized tibits. - hopefully to grab some JAY CHOU's

3. hopefully get to shop lots! - I dont really think it is possiblle. My travelling companion arent those shopaholic type.

4. grab some tai yang bing! hee! my favourite.

Nothing else. :) kind of simple.

4th day of searching for job. No news yet.

Been sending resumes to a handful of firms and really hope that anyone of them spend a fraction of their time on my resume. Still, I will continue to send more.
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I have a little red book. Have this strong feeling that I should write something on it. But seriously dont know what to write on it. Hmmm... thinking should I bring it along for my tw trip and record it down? But I am not those kind of person who will do so. would like to be those who posseses a personalized diary book.

But always gave up after writing a few page.

7 days later will be my tw trip. Wasnt looking forward it much. Most of the time I will be doing sight seeing and the reson I go is to acc my mum. No doubt it is a good thing but still feel wasted. Contradicting. :(

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It's already the end of May. Thinking what am I gg to do for the next 7 months.
1. Get a full time job- Finace accounts related
2. get mum a present she want with my first pay
3. get a saving insurance
4. get to shop monthly : p
5. hopefully pass all my papers and sign up for further education
6. change a new phone - look at my 2G phone. Chuii
7. get a proper working bag

seems that everything relates to money? No life man. Even for my hobby also needs the helping hand of $$.

there's some other things I also need to do and dont need $$.

8. Picnic, badminton, jogging, chitchat, rot at friends' house, play games, potluck and ...

cant think of anything.

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Dont think u know me well. I do care about you because I take u as my friend. Dont decipher too much into my words and actions.

If I am, I will reciprocate. Else shut your gap and MYOB. Bromance is you guys's business, not mind. :)

In the midst of preparing my resume, stuck at career objectives. What do I really want? I fully understand that I will not be able to find what I really want. Experience a short moment of finance related jobs at 2 firm. Don't really like it. I want to try out audit related jobs but I dont think I will do well on my audit paper. So what can I ask for any audit related jobs.... Sadden. Thinking what are the audit firms in sg? But no matter what I will send in my resume. I have my way around. Tml's target is to send out 10. Kind is side track a lil. My 6 year old laptop wanna retire. Though I will still able to use the laptop, there is something wrong with the mouse driver. Extremely inconvenient to use laptop without mouse. Goona get one soon for my sis's school.

Finally had my hair trimmed and did a hair treatment. Plus a regular facial session at home. :)  

Since the last paper, I have been resting for a week and guess it is enough. Time to get serious and get things done. Backlog on the list will be my mum's stuff. Just one more to do. This week is definitely fulfiling.

*Some of my confession.
These few days I have been in my own world. Watching korean drama clearing backlogs. Nothing much. My baby cousin was ill and it's really heartbroken to hear this. Whenever I was on the road and saw any babies of around 1 years old, I will miss my baby cousin.

Something I am puzzled about. Do I have to learn how to cook just because I love to eat? Everyone have been asking me to have a baby soon because of my affection with my cousin. Guess many or rather Singaporean dont really understand how close can one be with their cousins. All of my cousins are like younger brothers and sisters. Definitely will love my baby cousin aka sister. Especially when I watch baby en grow up from a infant to a toddler and many other precious moments.

I am wondering am I being overly sensitive. Everything dont seems to be happy with...

To be frank, I dont know how how to face everyone of you.

A true relationship is one where there is no lies and secret.

Easy to say but hard to apply especially when the clinch is like a handful of people. There's always a little secret. But what's disheartenning is when I am the one being discriminate and being set-up.

It started off this way.

There has always been this secret sharing among the rest. They even did a little bit of foolish planning and analysis of me. But dont be misunderstood that was all to please me. Just to set me up for some of their so called brotherhood ties.

When I heard some news about it, I asked myself "who am I to them? " They always say we are a clinch and is that what you would do to ur so called good friend. At the very least, I have been expressing dismay about this issue and they chose to ignore it.

Only till then i realised that in my clinch there is secret, lies and backstabbed. These are all just for your own good and the replies I always get is "dont think so much ~ :) ".

That's all.

Exams are finally over!

2nd day of freedom - still clearing backlogs. Actually, there's not much backlogs to clear. Just doing one by one each day. :B

Some confession to make.

All I wanted is someone to support me mentally but not some lip service. Ever since the past events, I have lost trust in you. Someone whom I trust completely and relied on. Whenever I ask you about something and why, you never fails to disappoint me. I am wondering if you would support me like how you could simply find an excuse for the rest. Would you?