Everyone have been suggesting that it's best to thrash things out. I did.

It doesn't seems to work at all. On the contrary, I am look upon as someone who get stressed up easily and will be reminded repeatedly to stay chill. The moment I chose to thrash out everything, I decided to let things go. Be it good or bad. I have already done my best.

My train of thoughts are all jammed up and confused. even if now, I couldn't organise myself to write a proper post. What do I really want. No one seems to be listening to me. No one believes me. I am so stressed up with my studies. guessed mostly negative thoughts.

pretty stress with studies. esp when first 2 years isn't satisfying enough. time is so short to revise everything. ;c

It's simply awful to know that a grp of ppl are plotting some disgusting plans to make me change my mind. In life, there's more than just bgr. Some may be able to accept such nonsense. Certainly, not going to happen to me. If it will, it will sparkle even from the slight communication.

Or I am just thinking too much or too gullible to take in words from one perspective and creating such a fuss.

the amazing part is that: No one knows why am i so pissed off with. ha!

gt to go back to studies again. bye