Something came to my mind. Random.

Do you deserve it? This came to my mind. At times, I have this habit of asking myself some questions and get some answers somewhere. Communication is a two way. Used to have a habit to blame myself whenever anything happens. Come to think of it, it doesn't have to be so every times. If someone really treasure or thinks the same as I do, s/he will definitely do something but not sit back and wait.

Once in a while, I felt pressurized from the expectation that things should be done this and that way. People don't like to do things that extra. If asked to do, the first thing that came to their mind will be "why should I be the one doing?"

Have anyone wonder if everyone has this thought and what will happen?

Everything is a two-way. If they do, they will. So far none. I guess I don't have to keep holding onto it. Just fade off silently.

There are times I wonder is it very impt to make nice in front of others and whats closest to you aren't that impt. What makes u have such thinking?