It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight |
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20110522, 8:36 AM
A dream.
Just woke up with a bitter sweet dream. Not quite sure what was I doing in there but it was the first time having such dream. Every time I woke up and happen to remember my dreams, I will try to decipher the agenda. Some dreams link to stress, anxiety, anger, sadness (and even cried) and so on. However, it was bittersweet today. Can't really tell. However the first thing that came to my mind was friendship. I have been having friendship problems lately. Really miss those times that I am fully concentrating on my exams. No time to worry and think about them. It's holiday time and also the time where I have lots of time to think. Imagination tends to run wild. I don't know what to do. It isn't the kind of things u can just ignore and it will simply vanish.no way. Don't feel like talking about it too. Just a waste of my time and makes me like an evil woman cursing and picking on ppl. Others will appear innocent. Will you believe me as well? In my life, I was seems as a liar ass twice from 2 individuals that totally disappoint me. From then on, i seems to talk with no sense since my words aren't taken into consideration seriously. Trust is the most important between friends. If it doesnt exist, I wouldn't dare to say we are best friend. Just another good friend. As if u care right? If u have a pea sized brain and said something that I feel that u disregard our friendship, I will forgive you. It just proved that ur EQ is only on a particular level and our friendship is just that only. If someone went missing, he/she has been once regard as part of our clique. What will you do? |
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