Recently, there was alot of thinking going on.

Why am I always the last one to know? Or even why was it the fact that I wasn't informed? And those disturbing issues keep surfacing in front of me and no one seems to believe me.

No one.

Is it because the fact that I was being over sensitive for all these things that had happened? The point that I made an effort to voice out to clarify seems to be redundant and attracted negative treatment. Always the the fact that after I confined to someone, I felt regretted. There was twice I did it and gained the taste of betrayal. It taste awfully.

It doesn't mean that I didn't add "please keep it as a secret." ingredients into our conversation shows that you will be able to telecast to the rest. Because I trust u. That sound kind of distrust to me.

Just some random thoughts. Don't read too much into it. C;