I am going berserk, man.

These days have this thought of using my dslr. However, due to my academic issues, I am left with the only option - put aside my dslr. Only till ytd, I dreamt of having a photo shoot and of course the photographer will be me! oh gosh! Guess tml when I meet up with the stars, it will be a MUST to bring it along. Satisfy my photographing urge. C:

In order to save up, I have been having maggi mee almost more than twice per week. There was a week I ate up to 5 packet of maggi mee. Dinner always prepared by mum. I will have to prepare lunch myself which always end up with maggi mee. That save alot. This explains why the maggi mee turnover rate increases! In the past, what I hate most is maggi mee. Time changes. No more of crispy fish and chips, fresh salmon sashimi ,crunchy popeyes meal ,food hunting session etc. May be next year after new year, i will have extra cash to spend on. Hopefully.

Anw I just bought another simple top. It will be here soon! Rather addicted to online shopping. even though I AM broke, it isn't a suitable reason to stop shopping. Understand that it is wrong to say that but cant control sia. every after transaction made, I realise I am poorer now. :C Pathetic

Recently, sis was worrying about her BF's relationship issue. This reminds me of myself a few years back. And it reminds me of a few "classic" sentence:

I am unable to fit you in my schedule.
Can't you dress up a little?
Your fingers are so chubby that it hard for me to hold.
Our height isn't matching at all. This gives him the reason for not holding my hands.
You are way below my gf's expectation. I want long hair, at least 1.7m tall and pretty.
Your qualification is so low as compared to mine. You should try harder next time. as my gf should be at least uni (psst, what uni meant here is local uni!)

Those days I was ignorant and forgiving for being able to take up all these nonsense. I understand now. Totally. If a guy likes you, he will do everything he can for you. Not to mention to forget the presence of the above nonsensical reasons. My friend once told me that a man who behave as above mentioned is CMI. wonder if my ex knows it or not?!? Doubt he don't.

Anw, I am not very good at keeping things low.