I think I am going crazy, man.

Fill you in some information. last month, I OVERSPENT like hell. on what? don't ever ask me. cos everything that I spent on seems to be quite important. Cant find any reason to scold myself for doing so. And now, I am so pathetic staring hard at my account status and hoping that it will increase every 5 seconds.

And guess what. I manged to phsyco myself to implement this super great saving plan. With that amount of allowance, I should not overspend. Believe me it is pathetic. No more of everything I used to have. Even the thought of having some tidbits during lesson break is forbidden!!!

Been telling myself everyday about how great it is to save this much. The potential gain. How wonderful it is.

But the worse thing is that I seems to over-doing it. last night, just had a nightmare that I OVERSPENT!! seriously, thought that it was for real la. omg.

Another issue that I am concerned about. been telling myself no shopping for this month. Wonder if I am able to do so?!? BUT Love Bonito is able to launch later at 2pm! The irresistible temptation. :c