Dejected.

This morning was my Financial reporting lesson. Initially, I thought that this module is still within my control and understandable. Only till past few days, I had a glimpse of one of the recommended textbook. I am utterly wrong!
What he taught in class was fundamental. There are more to go in the recommended text. Come to think of it, I realised that this semester I have been doing alot of reading. Whenever I kick start to revise, you will see me reading again. The BIG problem is that : The inflow of information is HUGE but my brain is too small to contain it now. And who the hell spread the rumours that marketing is easy to score?!?! Nothing is easy anyway. :c
Worse still, Sir taught us one of the difficult chapters- impairment losses. Now I am so lost. And the only way out is to read more. the text. the additional notes. the lecture notes and those I wrote. here and there. everywhere man!
Small introduction of Sir - He is the only lecturer that has the magic power that made me write up 4 sheet of notes during his lecture class. please note that it is double sided.
I just want more time. stable concentration level. and super brain. Please give me one. may be as a xmas present. C:
p.s. to xiao fong, lets work hard tgt to control ourselves against the livejournal temptation! haha.