I am going berserk, man.

These days have this thought of using my dslr. However, due to my academic issues, I am left with the only option - put aside my dslr. Only till ytd, I dreamt of having a photo shoot and of course the photographer will be me! oh gosh! Guess tml when I meet up with the stars, it will be a MUST to bring it along. Satisfy my photographing urge. C:

In order to save up, I have been having maggi mee almost more than twice per week. There was a week I ate up to 5 packet of maggi mee. Dinner always prepared by mum. I will have to prepare lunch myself which always end up with maggi mee. That save alot. This explains why the maggi mee turnover rate increases! In the past, what I hate most is maggi mee. Time changes. No more of crispy fish and chips, fresh salmon sashimi ,crunchy popeyes meal ,food hunting session etc. May be next year after new year, i will have extra cash to spend on. Hopefully.

Anw I just bought another simple top. It will be here soon! Rather addicted to online shopping. even though I AM broke, it isn't a suitable reason to stop shopping. Understand that it is wrong to say that but cant control sia. every after transaction made, I realise I am poorer now. :C Pathetic

Recently, sis was worrying about her BF's relationship issue. This reminds me of myself a few years back. And it reminds me of a few "classic" sentence:

I am unable to fit you in my schedule.
Can't you dress up a little?
Your fingers are so chubby that it hard for me to hold.
Our height isn't matching at all. This gives him the reason for not holding my hands.
You are way below my gf's expectation. I want long hair, at least 1.7m tall and pretty.
Your qualification is so low as compared to mine. You should try harder next time. as my gf should be at least uni (psst, what uni meant here is local uni!)

Those days I was ignorant and forgiving for being able to take up all these nonsense. I understand now. Totally. If a guy likes you, he will do everything he can for you. Not to mention to forget the presence of the above nonsensical reasons. My friend once told me that a man who behave as above mentioned is CMI. wonder if my ex knows it or not?!? Doubt he don't.

Anw, I am not very good at keeping things low.

It time to do so. Decemeber is around the corner!! haha. Love this festive the most, other than my birthday! haha. The atmosphere, gatherings, present exchange and feast. Although for the past few years, we are less focus on the feast. This year I am wondering if there is any place where I am able to visit for some traditional xmas feast.

Bottom line: hoping to make this year special! Looking forward it.

It's coming to an end of Nov. Time to announce my expenditure of the month! Proud to say that I did it. My expenditure for nov is half of oct. woo-hee-woo! But still it is more than my allowance slightly. :C

It's just so disturbing when something awful slipped off my mouth. Made me feel so bad for days. For days, man. sigh* I am so sorry! =(

The aftermath of chalet. Those days were fun but now I have a little problem. My brain and mind demand for more relaxing days where no homework and revision an be spotted. Just couldn't gather the motivation to revise. Someone please motivate me.

It makes me wonder how's msn doing. Realised that ppl seldom use msn anymore. At times, there are merely a few that online and I thought that i was deleted from every one's list. Aiyo. so hard to get someone to talk to. =(

It's 16 Nov!

2 weeks delay of my back order. guess I will not order from them anymore. the waiting is getting on my nerve. It just sucks.

I miss those days where messages are replied. despise the fact that I have to keep on waiting for ppl to reply me. even if u have something gg on. or u don't have the information i want. At least let me know. don't mind waiting if there is special situation. That's not demanding, right?

And the funny thing is. I sms-ed someone for the timing that he is able to meet up. He informed someone else. Then that someone else came to me and asked me if it is true or not. How the hell do I know if it is for real or fake. wasn't kept in the loop all these while.

Coordination needs the help of everyone. Why am I always stuck in such a frustrating and idiotic situation. Punching or tapping on the phone can be so difficult? Please reply messages, people. I wouldn't sms anyone for nothing.

Or else don't expect me to reply you.

Wana try out the camera of my Itouch. cam whore for a second with mum! C:

Joke of the day!

I was checking out for any updates of photos in FB. And came across xf's photo album of her double date with pp! She was wearing this particular top that SEEMS extremely familiar. Only till a moment ago, I confirmed with xf about where she bought it! My guessing are right, man!

I ordered the same top as her too!! And thinking the bottom she was wearing cant be that particular skirt, right. Things wouldn't be such coincidence that hit twice, right! To my surprise, it was that skirt as I thought. Oh gosh! oh gosh! cant help smiling that this happen.

Great minds think alike!

Tml there will be a new launch from Love Bonito, peeps. Thinking should I?

This morning was my Financial reporting lesson. Initially, I thought that this module is still within my control and understandable. Only till past few days, I had a glimpse of one of the recommended textbook. I am utterly wrong!

What he taught in class was fundamental. There are more to go in the recommended text. Come to think of it, I realised that this semester I have been doing alot of reading. Whenever I kick start to revise, you will see me reading again. The BIG problem is that : The inflow of information is HUGE but my brain is too small to contain it now. And who the hell spread the rumours that marketing is easy to score?!?! Nothing is easy anyway. :c

Worse still, Sir taught us one of the difficult chapters- impairment losses. Now I am so lost. And the only way out is to read more. the text. the additional notes. the lecture notes and those I wrote. here and there. everywhere man!

Small introduction of Sir - He is the only lecturer that has the magic power that made me write up 4 sheet of notes during his lecture class. please note that it is double sided.

I just want more time. stable concentration level. and super brain. Please give me one. may be as a xmas present. C:

p.s. to xiao fong, lets work hard tgt to control ourselves against the livejournal temptation! haha.

Just realise that I am the only one with one week holidae last week! My friends had lesser lessons as compared to the usual weeks. As for me, all of my lessons last week was cancelled. C:

As the days goes by, I am proud of myself for being able to spend the minimum. It takes up alot of determination to do so. Initially, my plan was for 2 weeks. Now, 2 weeks is abt to up. I am doing perfectly well. May be I can try to extend to one month. Wanna see how far I can go.

I think I am going crazy, man.

Fill you in some information. last month, I OVERSPENT like hell. on what? don't ever ask me. cos everything that I spent on seems to be quite important. Cant find any reason to scold myself for doing so. And now, I am so pathetic staring hard at my account status and hoping that it will increase every 5 seconds.

And guess what. I manged to phsyco myself to implement this super great saving plan. With that amount of allowance, I should not overspend. Believe me it is pathetic. No more of everything I used to have. Even the thought of having some tidbits during lesson break is forbidden!!!

Been telling myself everyday about how great it is to save this much. The potential gain. How wonderful it is.

But the worse thing is that I seems to over-doing it. last night, just had a nightmare that I OVERSPENT!! seriously, thought that it was for real la. omg.

Another issue that I am concerned about. been telling myself no shopping for this month. Wonder if I am able to do so?!? BUT Love Bonito is able to launch later at 2pm! The irresistible temptation. :c

It has already been 4 weeks. Yet, the top that i ordered from AE livejournal wasn't here. Starting to doubt the credibility of the shop. At the very least, Love, Bonito made the effort to update the status.
Unlike AE, it has stopped updating the backorder status since oct 2010.However, they never missed out the opp to launch new clothes! ARGH. I just want my top asps. :c

I have been shopping around in the NTUC near my house for the past few years. didn't realise that they sell Kimchi. Till mum pointed it out. so "meticulous" I am.
Been craving for Kimchi lately. If my craves weren't met, I would have travel to Taka to grab some.

Here's mine! isn't it sweet?!? suit perfectly with my Itouch and Itouch pouch! C:

Mum's birthday is around the corner! Usually, we will celebrate on the actual day. This time round there is a change of plan. Sis will be working on her birthday. Hence, I am planning to bring forward the celebration! That's tml! c:

Cake will definitely not be donuts! haha. I can't remember the exact name of the bakery shop. But it situated at TPY. May be I will make a trip down to buy it tml. That will be our secret! hehe.

stuck in the assignment given by my FR lecturer. this explains why i am here. Just couldn't find the information I had in mind. Always been weak at researching. The information seems to be hiding away from me lol.