I am so gooona miss my friend, Eng Hui. This week will be her last week in MFE. She goona spend another week in HR before her internship to an end. No longer have the chance to talk to any soul when I gt damn tired with my work. Only place I have is the ladies. AHHHH.!!

By the way, I received a million dollar chair this morning.
I changed to a new workstation. It situated near the entrance of the office and next to the head of MFE. What's best will be my workstation is just opposite the DD's room. My seat is surrounded by the DD and head. No matter how I adjust my laptop, I can't escaped the fact that everyone is looking at me when they walk pass me. That's what I used to do. I always cant help but to peep at what who ever is sitting there previously.

The only good point is that: It is more peaceful at my new desk. No more fast pace and "clinic" visit noises.

Last sun.
A meet up with socky and ling. It has been 3 months since the 3 of us gathered. Didn't realise it till ling was complaining about it She posed a question to me: When was the last time the three of us went shopping together? She lost track of the time. Same goes to me. Everyone of us are busy with their studies/ work. It was a sweet meet up. More pictures will be uploaded in the FB.

These few months I have been either busy with my exams or work. Less on cam-whore. Kind of lost touch of the camera. My hand used to hold the right way to cam-whore. Now, I just find it weird at any angle or way I can hold the camera. Seriously. I have to turn and turn to find the angle I have feel.

Should I really get a DSLR? I am still considering.
Photography will never be the number one in my life. However, it just stands an important position.

I was exhausted. Drained.
Slept at 12 last night and woke up at 12 today. Anyone would assume that I will be energetic by then. Still, I am exhausted and just woke up for the sake of my brunch. After my brunch, had some drama shows and movie online- Spy next door by Jackie Chan and English drama- Lie to me. After a few hours of show, just find it so tiring. Went back to sleep AGAIN till 5 plus to attend my cousin's bbq birthday party.
Practically, I have been sleeping for the entire day. First time I ever felt so tired and slept for 16 hours. Longest record!

What does long term friendship mean?
Able to recognise ur best friend voice over the phone even though the number is weird? (phone number is from office/other's HP)
Able to appear in front of your best friend whenever she calls out for you?
Does this comes together with it?

I don't know.
Like today, I failed to recognise Sok's voice over the phone. I was god damn tired and wasn't being attentive to who the hell was over the other end. And the phone number is from a office. Thinking it was some idiotic prank calls. *oops

I hate it when anyone compare me with someone else. If you really wanna compare, I have something for you.
" Please save the energy to make any comparison and go to that person. To be frank, I don't think that I am a good friend to be. So just go and find them. I am pretty fine with it. "

Nobody is perfect. Comparison never ends.

It's Friday. However, I am certain that it wasn't as great as I thought.

My fringe is long. Yes they are. They are calling for some cuts. Hence, I gave them a cut by one of this seems busy salon. That's was my worse service and hair cut I ever had. I requested for a straight bangs and fringe layering. And whats so cool about the salon is that: she gave me a layering and a cut. Just my fringe only. She doesn't have sense of beauty and made this little effort to trim my side to balance out my STRAIGHT bangs.

Worse still, when I attempted to instill some sense of fashion on her, She rebutted that she will only trim my sides only if I WANTED to. That means she will charge the hair cut $12 for my fringe and sides.

Holy shit. To hell she goes man.

I swear that I will never have any hair cut in neighouhood area. Every attempt was so FUCK UP.

Extremely exhausted. It isn't because of any labour jobs I had done. I merely seat at the office the entire day doing nothing bt using my brain. May be it is due to the lack of resting. I GUESS. slept for 3 hours on mondae and 5 hours on tuesday. the rest of the time I will be either on the road or facing the laptop.

Even a daily cup of coffee didnt help at all. That's bad.

I wanted so much to wear my dresses and shorts. It has been 2 weeks since the sickening bug bitten me. The marks are still there. Not completely recovered YET. Some spots are still itchy and red. May be I just need another 2 more weeks to recover. =c

An assignment on hand. But I am low creativity right now. And no mood. may be I will just leave it alone for a while.

Fri

I was almost late for work. unable to grab any breakfast on the way. Thank goddness that I have some cookies and coffee in my drawers. Or else my colleagues around me will be able to hear the wonderful "music" from my stomach. May be it is time to stock up on Monday. =3

After lunch, I was so moody. All of the sudden I was engulfed by sadness or emo. Totally being neglected at work and even lunch time I dont have someone I am able to talk to. I just want someone to talk to. =c Everything just seems meaningless when I was at work.

Met up with my SIM crazy gals and had a wonderful dinner .

Initially, we planned to have dinner at Somerset, PP. because of their unique concept- Swing in the restaurant. However, when we flipped through the menu and realised that the food and specialty does not have this WHOA factor like their restaurant concept. I guess what it takes is the swing!

Rather disappointed. We went to Jack's place @ Hereen. It was situated at level 5 and it is still souless at peak hour. It is only till 7 plus to 8pm, the flow of customer comes in.

chatting away and they nv fails to blow my blues away. We even planned a meet up for the up chit coming week!
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Sat

was so moody ytd till I have no mood to work. And worse still, the laptop provided is so sucky. No photoshop adobe (not the main reason) and I cant load a page smoothly. When I was trying to get some juicy ideas from a website with pictures, it just returned me with cross cross cross.

So fed up. Just bring that work home to deal with in this weekend.

mentioning of photoshop adobe. They have one desktop with photoshop adobe. May be I will be able to use when I have something to edit.

Lunch with one of my colleague, Eng Hui. She bought me to a chicken rice stall which SEEMS popular. The flow of customers are continuous. They workers are so busy that they didn't realise I ordered chicken rice and I don't have rice! And I don't have saucer.

This stall is confusing me, man. I don't know how to order and no menu are provided. Services sucks. Total mess to me.

After lunch, I felt so messed up. Stomachache. plus a few toilet visit. =c

For me to return to this blog, it doesn't mean that I have yet to get over the past. (link to the reason for the birth of this blog.) Please don't make foolish remarks.
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From the start of this week, I have been looking forward Thursday!
Back track a bit.
I am assigned to one of the in-house event- COC as an secretary. My role will be minutes writing and logistic. That's my maiden experience. c= During the meeting, every committee members are seriously discussing away. Unlike the kind of meeting I had in school.

For this coming thurs, there will be a meeting in the morning. Time flies when things get serious.

I love this job. They will not skimp on the type of workload for me. Summary writing to brush up my language. Minutes writing as an secretary. maiden involvement in in-house event. More to come in future. I believe.

Thurs ending soon. Comes fri.

Everyone are busy with something within their working space.
Communication is minimal.
Not to forget to mention that the above only apply to TKT.

My desk situated by the corridor. Countless passer-by. None are my friend. May be the friendly and sweet cleaner auntie. Knows me. This girl (that's me) sitting here is god damn bored and hoping for a friend to talk to.

A place for me to walk around is toilet. The way to the toilet is like 30 steps away. May be i can count the number of steps to walk from my seat to the ladies. Stupid me. Alright. kind of side track. On the way to the ladies, I will look around. Usually, there is nothing much for me to look at. And I am back to this squarish, dull and stupid desk with my laptop.

What about lunch time? everyone must be thinking of thats the best timing to relax. half wrong half correct i would sae. I am so sian over wat to eat till I wish i can survive without consumption. This thoughts are unhealthy. I understand.

Imagine u having hawker food like every single day. From Jan till now. Worse come to worse. ur 3 meals are having outside. Totally ran out of ideas of wat to eat le. not complaining that my mother is bad. Not cooking for me. I understand she is exhausted and needs some break too. she rightfully deserve it. The problem lies on me.

A cup of coffee saved my day. c=
Once again, dont be surprised to see a commuter like me standing and sleeping at the same time. I have seen others done that before. To be frank, I am just tooo tired to stay awake during the dull journey. Thank goddness. I left a packet of instant coffee and my cup at my desk. Else I will be catching ZZZzzZzZZZ.

My assignment may be redundant or silly. It is always far better than summary writing or whatever blog entry. No doubt that I have no confident in my English writing. I wish. I wish. No more writings.

May be I should stock up my coffee tml. Just in case. Not addicted to caffeine. c=

My shopping plan should commence next week. *wink.

I didn't know that merely a insect inflammation will develop into virus infection. Last sat, I had a insect inflammation and had my medicine. Thinking that that solves the problem. However, a few days later, it revolved into virus infection silently. Till today, I was feeling rotten. Mild headache, back muscle ache, mild fever and blocked nose are the symptoms of the virus infection.

I wasn't able to work well on these few days. This week seems disastrous and time moves on as if it frozen. Finally, it is friday tml. I will be able to rest well during the weekend. I am quite relive that I am having an admin job now. Else I don't think I will be able to have any excess energy to promote or stand.

When I was in sec school, my worse subject is english. And out of everything, summary is the worse thing I ever imagine. Why would this thing exist in this world? Just read the paragraph and digest yourself. Why they bother to write that long for others to read? That's tiring.

Ever since my english passed, I thought that no more summary in my life. That was wrong and sucks like hell. My supervisor gave me a super long newspaper article to summarise. Thanks god. Why would I end up with this assignment? That's my weakness. =c

Nevertheless, I WILL TRY MY BEST. good luck to myself.