I wondered. These days I have been questioning about my existence.
My doubts doesn't come about based on one occasion.
Or I am too demanding for fairness.
However, I do really hope that everyone are treated fairly.
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Sadden.
I am freaking clumsy.

When it comes to my future.
I am clueless of what I wanna be.
Programmer. technical consultant. sales representation.
or what so ever.

However, I have something I really hope to do.
own a dslr camera and travel around the world.
Take down every corner of this world.
Or a memorable event of my darlings.
This can only be a hobby. Not an occupation.
Don't even know if I am able to afford to study Uni.
Whats more a dslr camera.

Shall upload photos of Ling's birthday celebration next time.
I don't have a complete set of the photos yet.

Vista bistro is a great place.
perfect ambiance for gathering.
tempting dishes awaits u.
live singers play and sing for u.
I promise to visit Vista Bistro again!
A place u don't wanna miss =)

This week is a super long week for me.
Assignment.test.ProjectSubmission.AssignmentAgain.
Every day of this week I have something to put an full stop to it.
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Entrepreneur project is BEST Project I ever taken.
I don't have test and don't have to go for any tut or lab lesson.
just lectures will do.
And 30 mins of consultation. Full of crap. i SWEAR.
2 of my team mates lie perfectly well.
Such that our teacher is confident of our business plan
Hope that we will get a A grade for this.

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Gonna meet up with my clinch for Ling 21st birthday!
Excited. A.A
Stay tuned for more details.

Today is definitely not my day. =c

Peek-a-BOO!
was studying half way thru for my coming Java test. I was so bored with all those facts and theories. So! I am here blogging and browsing through my Chinese horoscope in Facebook. I realised that the predictions are quite true. =)
In regardless of love,financial, career and family outlook, it reflects bits and pieces of me. Interesting. Maybe I may take it as references. Last year, I go against one predictions and get the taste of it for disobeying it. It is painful as through someone stab into my heart.

GTG. abrupt ending.
silly sister chasing me off.

spent a day of shopping but didn't manage to get everything in my shopping list.
This time round I had accumulated a super long list. =) I didn't have the chance to really relax and shop around for clothes since the start of this semester. Even if I am having my mid-semester holiday, I am busy working. I accumulated everything that I desired at one go. haha!

wondered if it is a curse or what so ever. End results of my shopping doesn't tally with my shopping list. =c Take today for an example, I hope to do a makeover for my wardrobe. However, this mission failed as I cant get any top. *sadden* Instead, I bought a wallet for myself. Strange.

Guess online shopping is much better. If i were to click here and there, my wardrobe will be alive again. However, I have to act fast. Else nothing is left for me. *dots* Any nice online shop to intro? Tell me. Tell me =)

In a dilemma. =c
I managed to get codes for importing addresses book. And it works perfectly well. However, I know that I will not be able to code this. If teacher were to question me about the codes, my only worries is that I can't answer. Nevertheless, I have 3 more weeks to study on the codes. I assume that if I am able to answer teacher my worries will not exist.
Everyone are doing this as well. They are also able to produce codes that they are unable to accomplish. With their scripts, they are able to smoke through the presentation and scored with flying colours.
Should I CHEAT or not cheat?
When it comes to lying, I will be in a dilemma. Lying is so tiring. Why can't people just voice out the truth. Why bother to brew troubles and more lies. It does more harm to you and everyone around you.

What's so great about certificates?
It comes about when you have the capability to fork out money to pay for it. And how well your certificate depends on how much u fork out. It isn't about forking money and time but purely money. Initially, I thought that only those foolish guys and gals out there will only fork out cash to have someone to complete their project. Little did I expect my clinch would do this as well. They were laughing at the guys for being doing so.

A reliable person.
I doubt so.

Second chance.
I wondered if second chance do really exist in this world.
It exist only when the effort is being made.
For every actions men has done, there is a meaning behind it.
If it leads to misunderstanding, use ur action to explain it.
instead of using that mouth of yours.
Actions are enough to answer for everything.
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At times, men doesn't have to mention
use our heart to see.
use your eyes to hear.
what are these things telling you?
ask yourself.
it will be meaningless if men have to answer everything.
leave some rooms for imagination and discovery.
wouldn't it be better?
this seems to be a common sense thing to mention.
but not to many =)
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guess wat
I Believe that if both parties made the effort to prolong a relationship.
everything will turns out pleasant or may be perfect
if one of the party have this thought tat his/her partner have to meet his/her expectation
this relationship is bound to fail one dae.
other guys/ gals may not be as sweet/ lovely as you thought.
everyday there will be someone who thought that
"you know wat. other gals wouldnt behave like you do. unreasonable!"
the fact that someone thought of this is silly.
we have to learn to accept everything is this world.
changes are needed but it can be done in a nicer way
not every method works on every person.
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JAN- busy everyday to complete my projects. Recently, my group mate made a serious error. She sent my group's project to another group of my class. This may sound nothing to many. Due to the fact that the project only sent to my very OWN class, you are wrong.
No doubt that my class is one of the most competitive class. Everyday we looked upon each other as competitor and waiting to see each other to fail. Unlike another class in my module, they are united, doesn't prey on others and mock on their failure. Every single cruel facts of the real working life like back stabbing, unfairness and lots more exist in my class.
Guys talk during the tutorial are allowed. Gals talked in the class are banned. "XX and XX stop talking. " this sentence only seems to be able to slot in the gals name but not guys.
However, these cruel facts helps to sharpen my experience and motivate me to work even harder. Thanks to them. =)
Always believe in yourself. take their words for reference ONLY.

Staring in blank.
Project teacher gave everyone a sample application of the project.
However, I am still lost of what to do.
Initially, I catch some balls. And now I am back to the starting point.
They simply slot in this idiotic module.
Expecting us to know within a short period of time.
No more IT stuff in future, I swear.
It kills me.
I gave myself up. Definitely get a C this time round for java.
it sucks!

BORED!
BORED!
BORED!
I am bored.
Ahhhh!!!

Expert Exchange is evil!
I have to pay for their comments on IT related stuff queries. =c I don't have an account for it. And dont think I am goona sign up for it. Felt so tempted to know whats the expert answer. Gosh!
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Who can I count on? when I encountered problems.
My project-in-charged? Nope. She made it clear that she can't help in asp.net cos she is a java teacher. BULLSHIT. ask her java question she also cant solve.
My teacher who taught me sql? She afraid she will kenna by others for helping students not under her. Don't wish to bring her any burden by those insensible adults. Forget it.
Peers? They are also like me . Not sure of this and that. Even if they are smart, they may not help that much after giving me so much shit. Plus I dont have many friends in Poly. =c
Sign~

These are the few photos I like. =) Lazy to upload photos. More will be found in my facebook account.