It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love
tonight
20081230, 7:42 PM
I'm serious.

A minute or 2.
I need a space to dump my anger.
Would any friend of yours reminds u of any matters u don't wish to hear again and again.
Furthermore, I already mention that I don't wish to hear that AGAIN.
Next, would anyone enjoy being look down?
F * who would love to?
Followed on, hate to know that someone can differentiate a friend and a causal friend so clearly.
Most importantly, a friend is worth having only when they help u with no thoughts of taking advantage or have any benefits. Someone don't seems to understand this simple fact!
Respect is what I need.
"I look down on you ." This is a strong word to use.
I guess someone is so stubborn enough to feel that he is absolutely right till now. From now onwards, I wouldn't want to bother if u are my friend or not. No more.
I wouldn't accept ur help not because that it is easy for me to handle.
Even if it is difficult, I rather that I fail my project then ask someone like you for help. Get it! So what if someone has presentable looks and excel in academics.
Sucks to the core character ruins everything. I strongly believed in.

20081229, 11:18 PM
Take note!

Hey guys,
I will be changing my blog name again with effects from 1Jan2009.
And!
I swear I will not change my blog name again.
changing names this time round. Just hoping to get a refreshing and new start of my life for this coming 2009. Oh ya. It has been quite some time since I last changed a new blog skin. Alright. New blog name+ new blog skin will be up soon. =)
snatched a little time away from my practical test time to blog. =P
Back to serious staff now.

20081228, 9:33 PM
Awake. And she is ready to set off.

Now I am clear of what I am goona do. =)
And I managed to complete 1/3 within a day. Feeling much better. At least, I know that I am on track now. A month to go. *A pat on my shoulder* For the past 2 weeks, I made a silly mistake and waste the precious time of mine.
For goddness sake. I should be calm and organised myself next time. I guess I am not not the cut out material for coding. Coding never fails to make me sleepy and send me off to lala land. Unlike SQL, simple statement could bring out different information. Interesting. =)
3 more days to go and goona wave goodbye to 2008.

20081224, 1:26 PM

She is dumb.
She is dumb
She is dumb.

20081215, 3:44 PM
Second chance.

I wondered why.
Everything seems to be preset
Somethings simply don't flow well with another thing.
Isn't there another way where things can be done?
Confusion.
People are blaming this world for being cruel.
But firstly, who is creating this cruel world.
we ourselves.
Again, human is contradicting themselves.
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I am staring in blank.
Wonder what will happen during my presentation
2 options to go for.
Ultimately, which options I will go for?

20081214, 7:37 PM
L.O.S.T

Lost.

20081211, 8:41 PM
struggling

I am wondering if one day I will abandon this blog.
I grow to dislike to update my blog.
*giggle*
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struggling between 2 venues
where should I go tml?
argh

20081209, 9:00 PM
ideas.

Novelty ideas.
where are you?
May be Ikea have? =)
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suffering from flu for weeks.
known for my sensitive nose.
Can't live without my dear, tissue. *muack*
it can block my nose till I can't even breath
succumb to flu virus.
tml goona visit the doc for some miracle pills. :c
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been quite some time since I could enjoy to the fullest
for the past few months.
thunder and storms *example only. wasn't that eventful*
cam-whoring and chit chat chit chat.
xmas. xmas.
I am right here waiting for u!!
don't run away =)

20081205, 7:36 PM

Bored.

20081204, 5:11 PM
jaw drop

kick off my first individual report for entrp project
Almost done with my portion of ICA2 report =]
can concentrate on my java project during the holiday
lots to plan on for this coming holiday
I may find it hard to concentrate
----
I send an enquiry to one of the vendor hoping to get a price quotation.
finally replied today
the price is damn shocking!
In pounds.
Should I use that price in my report?
It wouldn't appear pleasant if we were unable to earn back the profit.

20081203, 2:44 PM
Take and Run

Focusing on my 1000 words of report.
Half way through, I felt weak and have"jelly- feeling".
feeling lousy by the performance of my work.
I believe I can do more than this.
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glancing through my timetable of this semester
discovered that everything piled up after the term break
Gosh.

20081201, 6:23 PM
Can you feel it?


Of all the months in a year, I love December!
Counting down the arrival of a new year
Exchanging presents on xmas.
Fighting with time to complete my projects
goona be an eventful month =]
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the more I know about Libra.
I grow to despise it.
Characteristic of Libra simply rooted in me.
I don't like that. =c
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Respect
My teacher made a casual comment over students during tutorial.
Which course least respect lecturers?
CONCLUSION: Business Informatics (the course I am in)
I wondered.
She definitely felt disrespect. That's why she made such ridiculous comments. To be frank, I only respect those that deserve. Would anyone respect a teacher who always bias guys?
I doubt anyone will, esp girls. Of all the teachers I came across. Most of the female teachers are bias with guys.