It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love
tonight
20081130, 7:25 PM
Smiles*

This shall be the theme of my day.
U would wonder why is it black instead of any other colour.
Don't be mistaken that I am feeling lousy today. =]
Just that I find black is a mystery colour and always fill the world to the fullest.
Take the colour I chose for my projects for an example
It is always black.
No other colours could replace it.
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Had a nightmare last night. ='c

20081129, 4:00 PM
streaming.

Confused.
loaded with workloads I doubt that I will be able to handle well.
More disciplined: my main objective
armed with poor concentration skill and indecisive >.<
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last post was my first attempt of photography.
the experience is great.
At certain angle
it seems that the cartoon character is playing with me.
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an idea.
hope it may work out
as I thought.

20081128, 10:28 AM
Modelling Lesson.

Model: Cookie
height: approx. 11cm.




20081127, 4:21 PM
Trouble maker

I am quite particular about small details of life

Made the initiative to collaborate a database
lighten the burden of integrator
However, it is being taken for granted.

My reply was:
"In the end, it is none of your business.
Integrator will be the one in trouble ONLY."

I guess I think too much.
wasted my time over trivial matters
I shall create a database of my own.
Other than that, let the integrator to settle herself.
I understand that i am a trouble maker.
Will only make things worse.
However, I tried to change myself
instead of spouting nonsense like SORRY
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I love to share.
why ain't others doing so as well


20081126, 6:27 PM
Silly

Kids are the most wonderful human on earth.
Practically they are miniature and tender.
Everything they own are also small.
A little treat for them would brighten they day
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When I was on my way home, I saw a few months old baby happily tasting his/ her little tender and delicious finger. Melts my heart completely.
There was also another kid I saw in the train. No doubt that he is a attention seeker. I couldn't sense a hint of sadness in his crying. Or any visible tears on his face. And he couldn't stop making that crying sound. The boy boy has sharp features that attracts my attentions. =]
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Blame on my silliness.

20081125, 9:26 PM
discovery

Numbness is driving me crazy.
Never in my life I had experience this.
Initially, my left hand went numb and followed by left leg.
Just can't function the left part of my body well.
Seems stiff and hard.
paranoid over my health status =c
what's causing this?
I believed that it is the aftermath of gluing myself to the laptop
My solution to this:
Guess what!
climbed up and down the stairs on Monday.
Indeed it helps.
i felt much better after climbing the flights of stairs.
However, it is right hand's turn now.
Gosh me! What should I do?
Climb stairs again tml ?

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had a big discovery recently.
regarding my attitude and passion over my work
I am loser man
This discovery made me feel so horrible.

20081121, 11:36 PM
Salmon day

EDITTED ON 27Nov
Weee~~
Met up with my gals on this faithful day.
Ever since we quited our job, we seldom have time to meet ups.
Else we will be seeing each other weekly. Wahhh!!

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Target: Vivo city, Marche

Sarah and Sharon aware that Marche is new to me and Pris.
Hence, they decided to have our dinner at Marche.
All of us ordered a dish each and shared among ourselves.
Proudly presenting to you my favourite dish of the dae!

Catch up with the gals
Reminiscing the past and future.
Discussing abt the buffet buffet, gals talk.
Never ends. =]
Shall allow the photos have the opportunity to talk.
Goona rush for my project.



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Love the present, gals.
When will our next meet up be?

20081120, 8:39 PM
Fairy tales

Overwhelmed with desire and jealousy
awaits someday
someone will lend me a shoulder forever
No doubt someone will listen to what I say attentively
Actions true to his heart and mind
Once again, I weaved another silly fairy tales
May one day it will no longer be a fairy tales

20081119, 7:01 PM
laughter filled the air.

Zhen Fa Steamboat buffet
Here I am with my poly mates. It been quite some time since we went out as a group. The variety that Zhen Fa provides are wide.
Sushi+teppanyaki+BBQ+seafood+dessert+fried stuff
Wow!







I love most is the eclair! However, there are no more spaces for more eclairs to fill in. Merely have one :c Dessert wise. Crunchy bite-size brownies and little shy ice cream puff successfully lured me for more. What's I can't miss out most is the fondue! Nevertheless, each serving of chocolate merely enough for 1 person. If there were to be more for each serving, wouldn't it be great?
Notice the small little cups? there are jellies I suppose. the one on the right is Chrysanthemum flavour. Cooling and kills thirst.
The ones that my friends are drinking are mango sago. Love it too!

20081118, 8:04 PM
No doubt my Mind won.

Every one's eyes can tell stories.
So do mine. =]

20081116, 7:34 PM
She.

Most of the time, I just like to sit and listen and ponder over important things in my life. However, the meaning of important starts to blur these days. At this very moment, no doubt that it is essential to you. But it may be just a trivial matter later.
Sometimes I may end up entangle in a web of my heart. Or awakening in a new perspective and push myself to the new direction to be a better person.
Nevertheless, I am stuck in the vicious web today. My mind and heart are battling with each other for an answer. Truly aware of the imperfect world. I stubbornly yearn for something fair. =c

20081115, 4:59 PM
Contradicting bastard


Currently, I am working on my Entrepreneur project which is related to the Bio diesel. We met up with Co-founder of the company to discuss about out project. We had some brief ideas but weren't sure if it is workable.
He find our plan attractive. However, we have check out the license issue first. In this case, I believe our project will be successful! He also discuss with us some of the factors we have to consider before we start our business. Indeed this trip is a fruitful.
Furthermore, I had also taken some photos of the site and end products. Good luck to myself. =]
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the Co-founder, Allan post a question of which country we went before. Everyone of them had went to places out of Malaysia and Singapore, except me. =[ Quite embarrassing to mention this. Travelling wasn't my utmost priority now. If I have the chance, I hope to visit Taiwan and Japan.

20081114, 11:10 AM
Silence

Silence is all it takes.
longed for a chance to let down my hair
but not at the moment
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I accidentally deleted my graphical driver.
=c
Anyone help?
My screen looks fat and ugly.

20081112, 10:33 PM
Addiction

Recent addiction.

wouldn't mind sharing. Enjoy! =]


20081110, 9:33 PM
Broken Time is a Comfort.


Simply love the creator of this picture
she even came out with a time creation.
do take a look. =]
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My members and I took up 5 1/2 hours to complete the the logistics game.
Gosh!
Repeated the game twice
due to some confusion and human error
Till the end we managed to catch some technique
cheat a bit
our tabulation will reflect better. =]
hehe
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Jigoku Shoujo Mitsuganae is available.
ytd i was watching the first few episode
nice!

20081109, 7:04 PM
uncertainty rules my world

Always feel that I am running out of time
Whatever I wanna complete always end up being delayed
Like ytd I planned to do my project and logistics assignment
To no avail
Something cock up
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logistics assignment is driving me crazy
As I was half way through, I seemed to miss out some steps.
there it goes, I am stuck in that vicious cycle again and again.
A wrong move is unforgivable
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I had just increase the doses :'c

20081108, 6:01 PM
silence

To my friends and teachers
It is unlikely that I will report to school on time this semester.
Little did I expect I will set off to school so early ytd
Only till I was on the MRT platform
I find the time fishy and weird
After confirmation, I realised that I am mistaken my lesson starts at 12 instead of 1pm
Gosh me!
I guess I gave myself too much stress.
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so fed up with one of my teacher ytd.
she wanted us to share our experience with the IBM lotus
Made us come out with a presentation
this assignment stands 10%
but the presentation stands a small amount
a group came out with a 50 slides for this small presentation
wat a joke!
they gave demos of all the function which can be found on the application
teacher merely requested to do one of the function
of all the teams, only my group did what the teacher wanted

20081107, 7:45 PM

Can't imagine that I was that busy for the past feel days.
I was reading Tuesday Straits Times just now
=P
A summarise of this week.
Super damn busy that I had little nightmare once in a while
dreamt that my laptop ran of of memory spaces
Weekend aren't going to be relaxing.
A list of assignment to complete.

20081105, 9:20 PM
In search of something.

seriously lack of motivation.
my project is giving me the hell man.
monitoring 3 projects/ assignment
everyone seem to have this mindset that silence could shake away the burden of projects/assignment
Constantly waiting for me to assign them their rightful share
I am tired :c
someone please assist to wash their brain for me.
Or increase the doses of initiative juice for me.
Your help will be greatly appreciated.

20081103, 4:41 PM
Just who do you think you are

Am I still dwelling in that foolish world of mine?
For the past few weeks
I can't stop myself from pondering over several matters that troubled me.
After countless deep thoughts run through my tiny weeny brain
I somehow came out with a reasoning.
007 mentioned before that I seemed to kept somethings low profile.
Indeed that's me.
I don't have the habit of weaving
those small little saddening bits and pieces into a story.
Hope you understand.
I no longer pout/ disheartened/ worry.
I shall be who I am and lead a life that it used to be.
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Hq bought an interesting quiz book to school today.
It has around 60 questions to test out your personality.
The group of us tried out quite a few together during the 2 hours break.
Indeed some reflected who I am.
However, there is a friend of mine has results that doesn't truly reflect who I think she should be.
Maybe I still don't understand her.
Or she is hiding the true side of her character

20081102, 6:59 PM
My love for film

My love for film.
May one day I have the opportunity to own a DS
Take down every small little sweet moments
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I owned a cheapo lappy.
I wasn't sure if it is able to support J2EE program?
Worries :c
If you can't, where the hell am I able to get one lappy to complete my project?

20081101, 6:53 PM
why

Why does my first day of each month ends up like that?
Can't it be smooth?