Today I am transparent to my friends.

Today I finally know my position in their heart. I think I took the same train as A. My friends only take note of him. I thought they were looking at me. How foolish of me. One of my friend didn't even notice my presence. They merely noticed A.
When we were on our way to NCS, I am being left behind. As usual the guys walk ahead of the gals. D followed suit. As for me, I was far behind them. My shoe was torturing me and I couldn't walk as fast as my friends. What about D. She didn't even bother to ask if I am alright and why am i walking so slowly. Not at all! She simply walk away from me and abandon me. Sadden.

In the morning, I lost my mood because of this. I don't even feel like having lunch with them. Argh. There are also some other stuff that occurred today. Unhappy stuff.......