It felt so wrong It felt so right Don't mean I'm in love
tonight
20080130, 9:08 PM


Simply SUCKS!


20080125, 2:57 PM




Disappointing day=(


I fail for my practical test. I didn't memorised the codes. Nothing come out of my mind. Everything seem to be clashed tgt. Today I spent the whole evening to do my MR. Tml is the presentation. After that, I had to rush my ITIPJ.
My sister received her Olevel results and she gt 14 pts. ha ha. Good job for her. If she really chose a course she really enjoy and love. I will be very happy. She had such a good grade even though she didn't really study for her Olevel. Initially we were very afraid that she will score badly cos her prelim is sucks. She even need to see the principle. I guess u guys can imagine how badly her prelim is.
ytd I seem to forget to upload a pic for last entry. I think I am rather depress ytd.
i was watching the Tiger beer ad. I find it excellent. Cheers to the ones who thought of this idea. Wouldn't it be good if a red PSP simply row or fly into my house. =P
i shall update more tml.

20080124, 3:08 PM

ytd I stayed up till 2.30a.m. May be it been quite some time I never stayed up so late. I couldn't wake up at 6.30a.m to prepare to go to school. End up I miss the first lesson of the day. Today is the busiest webnesday I ever had for this semester. Normally, my time table lesson is till 1pm and I will be free!!! Not for today! I had 2 test to go through. I receive my xml results. Sian. I gt a C+. My target seems to be a no way man.
I am exhausted. Tml morning I will then study for my practical test. last test for this module. My As will depend on it.
Every single day I am troubled with something. Sigh. my ITIPJ presentation is being push forward. Tml I have to do my MR ppt.
I shall do my ITIPJ ba.

20080123, 12:17 PM



One quiz and one small report down. It is a stressful week.
Tml I have 2 quiz and need to complete my MR project. Thurs need to pass up the report.
The analysis procedure is so ma fan. i need to find secondary data. I stare at the comp for so long but managed to find some information.
How blur of me. I thought that my lesson start at 12pm. End up, I am late for the lesson as usual. I think of all the module. ITIPJ is the only one that I will always be late. I simply don't feel like going. There is privacy being given. The rest of the team member simply looking at what u doing. May be I watch too much anime. I always think that many eyes are staring at what I have done. I don't have anything to show them. Till now, I have yet to manage to do my web services.
These days i seem to take note of the clouds. I feel so relaxed and hope to be one of them. =) The are white and puffy. Clear of trouble and full of freedom.
These days I will keep my entry short. I don't have enough time. Like what Sarah say. 24 hours is not enough.

20080122, 3:24 PM


The success of a noble person has a dirty secret behind. For everything he does. He had no choice but to back-stabbed you. =)A lesson learnt after 2 years of study in the vicious or rather realistic polytechnic. Hence, greenhorn are advised to sharpen ur skill of dealing with cunning wolf. Else prepare to be the target ones.
Today I managed to rush out my SE report which merely 2% of my whole module. I was like don't have the feeling to do as it stand small percentage. Waste of my time. I rmb that my peers who once said that they don't wanna do. In the end, they still do! Nowadays, people don't mean what they say. Hence, don't believe in people too well till u really know them. I managed to get a copy of other class's project and use it as mine. Since it is of different tutor. Initially, I wanna ask the rest of the member to present. In the end, I present the project. Sian
later i need to rush my MR report out. My team members are waiting for my part to be completed so that thay can move on.
Tml i only have lesson on ITIPJ. After that, I will have 4 hours of break. Followed on, OS practical test. I guess I will use the break time to do my project.
Wonder if my appearance really affect my popularity. I look fierce. hence, everyone out there don't be mistaken by my appearance that I am angry.

20080121, 5:28 AM


absolutely adorable=)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SISTER*YEAH*

Time to change a new skin. And here it is. Actually there is another blog skin that i really like. However, I need to manually adjust the size. I think I leave for the next time. This blog skin suits me too. =]

Pris didn't join us for running to day too. Cos she go back to sleep after I gave her a morning call. -_-''' Actually I also went back to sleep after calling her, I still managed to make it for the meeting. I am glad that I live near the stadium. Else I will be real late. =P

My desktop is infected!! Every time I use my desktop I will try to scan and delete the virus. When will my comp be clear of virus. Socky also had the same problem as me. Who is so evil to create virus to harm everyone. Why not use ur knowledge to do something good. Like create solution to stop all the virus from spreading.

I am waiting for socky at RP. Wonder wat time she will arrive RP. I shall give her 1 hr to reach.=P Even though, her house is quite near RP. Some more she sae she will meet us at 1pm where is sockySocky~~~

The weather is rather warm. I wasn't sure where else can I go to study where there is air-conditional. I afraid that I will be locked in that place. HA ha ha.

LET ME ANNOUNCE SOMETHING IMPORTANT!!

007 eats a lot.=P


20080119, 10:41 PM

At times, I feel that I am being isolated. They are of different track as me. So be it. -_- One more year to go.
I been visiting rp these days. trying to revise my test. But can't really memorised. Dont noe why. 007 is very good at eating. Within 7 hrs of study, we ate some dark choco, one tin of potato chips and one packet of xiao man tao. Aren't we suppose to be studying. I keep eating la. After I am full, i feel sleeping how am i gg to concentrate.Ling Ling likes to eat eat eat. hahahaaha
tml socky will be joining us at RP. haha. Rather shocking!!
I guess i have to go off first. I need to give 2 lazy bum bum morning calls. haha
i nv sae that the 2 lazy bum bum are socky and pris. =X

20080118, 10:06 PM

Finally my fri is here. swim swim like a fish with no worries and thoughts. ha ha
As days goes by, the more I detest my project supervisor. She fail to plan the schedule of the project properly. I merely have one month to do the web services. Now then I discovered that I don't have IIS. It is like OMG! It is impt to me. I guess later I have to reinstall the program and install again. It is like last min. Had this urge to give up. But I can't afford to do so. Sigh~
Hope that teacher will mark with her eyes open widely! Some simply ask others to do. They simply had no idea on how to do just like me. They only know how to open their mouth. I guess that's the naked fact ba.
Once again, I have 2 days to prepare 4 quiz and 2 project. IT track ain't that nothing better to do. I don't have this mind set that if i goona die we must die tgt. People may think this is evil. I think I goona give up on my OS practical test. I simply don't noe how to do. Every time I ask ppl how to do. Totally no idea of that module. May if u ask me the calculation. I can tabulate it out for u. =)
On my way home, I happen to notice the vast blue sky. I saw clouds! There are layers of clouds. I can see clearly that this cloud is nearer to me and which cloud is further away from me. It is so amazing. I never notice it ever since I had memories. There are things around u that are beautiful. Do put down ur worries and look around u.


*muack*
A representative from sing tel came to promote their MIO tv. They gave us free installation and free modem. I just have to pay the charges of the channel I chose. i chose the HK channel which 8.25 bucks only. Ha ha Even though it is almost the same as scv, I am simply too poor to subscribe for SCV. I guess I have to subscribe it when I have a stable income. Come to think of it, I have quite alot of things I wanna do when I have stable income.
>subscribe for SCV
>contact len
I guess the list will go on in future. Tml is Fri again! Wahaha so happy abt it.
Why are there ppl who are so damn arrogant. What makes u think that u can forever be so arrogant. When u are old, how proud can u be. U are just an old chap. Simply useless. Just couldn't stand his arrogant. or i can sae u wanna show off when u have the ability to do so. or u are just being confident. All these are bull shit. The more u do so, the more irritating u are. Goona plan my time table for these days. So that next week will not be a nightmare to me. =)

20080117, 1:59 PM

innocent and pure*muack*
Yipee! 007 and socky will be joining me for running this sun. ha ha Great! superb! Marvellous! If only, we can meet up every sun Wouldn't it be great.
If u wanna borrow books from RP, u need apply for membership. The membership is 200 bucks!! I was shocked when I knew it. I thought is FOC or public is unable to borrow. i must be crazy if I apply for that. The shelves in RP some are still empty. And I seldom see student walk around the shelves. I met up with 007 to do some revision at RP. After that, I acc her to trim her hair. The skill of the hair stylist average. However, there is one hair stylist I am not satisfied with. Her skill sucks. If I am given a chance to choose one salon to do my hair, this salon will definitely not be taken into consideration. 007 change a new hair style!She always wanted.
4 more days to go...I have to show teacher my project. argh!
This weekend meeting 007 again.=)
I wanna swim! waiting for the arrival of fri and weekend. ha ha
I bought some ang bao for my mother. It is so cute. Next time I can take a picture of it and show it to u guys. I am looking around for new year cards for my relative. But I went to 3 places and I can't any really lovely ones. Most commonly seen is those traditional ones. Yucks! There is some new year cards at CWP popular. It is rather ex. I don't have the $$$ to buy. -_- I had prepared the cards for 007, jy, pris, yl, pp and xf. Socky don't have. ha ha Actually I don't have the habit of sending greeting cards. However, they send to me. I will be embarrassed if I don't make any response.
One of my little cousinS is adorable. She is rather curious about the fact that her mother keep receiving letters. But why doesn't she receive any? Don't u find her cute.
At her age, I wouldn't bother if my mum receive letters or what so ever. I am simply particular about why should I go to kindergarten. I am being bullied by my peers. They took away my crayons and my English teacher is so fierce. Some times I return home with blue black on my leg or hands.

20080115, 11:09 PM

Not only for human=)

These I feel like swimming. But don't have the time to do so. And I dont wanna swim alone. Addicted to swimming le lah. ha ha I guess this week I have to rush everything out le. Esp the project. Todae is the date where we need to let teacher mark our project. It is 15% weightage. She is biased. When guy A and guy W told teacher that they didnt show her anything. She nv scold them or wat. Simply skip them. Then when it comes to my grp member. she simply scold him. Then she kept repeating the fact that another managed to do the SMS application. I was so fed-up when she told me so. It was the second time. She doesn't have to do so. I have this urge to slap her. Irritating.
I mark her down for the SIT survey. Hope she will work on her planning skill. The schedule for this project simply sucks. I only gt to noe how to do the web services coding 2 weeks b4 the presentation. This whenever she mark our project. She doesn't specify the thins she required. There is this serious case whereby it makes my peers to give up hope on her. Initially, we ask if there is a need that everyone need to do web services. Her reply is " dont need as long as he noes how it work can le" I believe in her every words. But recently I gt to know that everyone must touch on web services for this project. I was like wth.
Then i guess she wanna mark next mon again. I am not quite sure. So I must do to prove her WRONG!
I wanna SWIM SWIM. =)

20080114, 6:59 PM

I wasn't sure what is going on with me. I thought I saw 3 friends of mine(actually one of them is my friend's friend) but they aren't. So weird lol.
  1. I thought I saw JY at the train when I was on my way home.
  2. Follow by, Jong Ling(pris's friend) at the YCK platform. end up to be a guy.=x
  3. 007 at bishan shopping center.

Today is Monday again. Yipee. New issue of 8 days is out. I love 8 days. There are full of surprises. I like most is the food section. They will introduce any must-try dishes in Singapore. This week they introduce the bugis junction basement one which had just been renovated. There is this HIP DINER USA. I have seen this shop b4. I thought it is simply a typical western food restaurant. I was wrong. There is this Hip chesse fondue. CHEESE!CHEESE! My favourite. Next time I must try it. yum yum Most importantly, it isn't that ex. hee hee

In search of places where it sell cheap skinny and top... seriously lack of it.=D



Met up with socky and 007 for a morning run at 7a.m. Socky stay up the whole nite as she afraid that she is unable to wake early. I was shocked when she picked up my morning call without any delay. And she FINALLY updated her blog. Everyone go see! go see!
i ran 6 rounds todae wor. 007 and socky just dont accept the fact. *sigh* stubborn ones. This is the first time the 3 of us meet up for a jog. Cos 007 seldom go jogging. todae is the first time she ran since she graduated from secondary. See! how lazy she is. ha ha We had breakfast tgt and shop around at the marsiling area.
007 managed to get a pants for herself LOL I also want!! next time i ask my mum along. the new future pants they selling at 25 bucks. Bugis sell 28 to 30 bucks lol Yeah! I don't know why I always buy the wrong size. I think I bought 3 pants that isn't the correct size. It cost me around 100 bucks. I just dont understand why. -_-''''
I spent my whole afternoon studying my SE. Maybe I nv listen to his lecture. The notes look so unfamiliar to me. Can't get the theory in my head. the weather is so humid. RP nv on the fan. I am sweating while studying. next time I must find a better place where there is air-con for me to study. =)

20080113, 7:07 AM

I forgot to bring my towel when I go for my swimming. And I usually don't bring my hand phone along when I go swimming. Coincidentally, my cousin also never bring her hand phone and towel. -_-''' We are stucked. Everything seem to be gg against us. The locker we use has a coin stucked inside. We need to call for help from the ofice in order to use it. So man fan. There are a lots of kids swimming todae. Some brought their little ones to teach them how to swim. They are so adorable. >_<
This weekend I goona complete part of my web services and study for SE and OS. Quiz and quiz.
I think todae I swarm under the sun. Now my face is so red and my face has the google shape. ha ha I am so happy that I am not that fair anymore. Yipee

20080111, 10:16 PM


Sae CHESEE!! We usually do what his sister does. But the boy boy simply poke his cheek. So Cute lol. He is a shy boy. Whenever he managed to stick one sequin. He will look at his mother and smile. He likes the ginger bread man paper so much. His Xmas tree is full of ginger bread man. Actually, I also like the ginger bread man. ha ha This workshop take place at hougang mall. Wonder when can I see the boy boy again. He has this bag of bear bear. So cute!! I like you boy boy. I declare my liking. ha ha
Fri: swimming
Sat: Swimming
Sun: Jogging
Great! Excerise for the continous 3 days. I guess if tml I go for a swim. I will be tan. I guess if the next time my friend see me I will no longer be the fair gal. My poly have this mind set that I have no life. He simply look down on me. He just a typical human. Looking at the surface and judge ppl. So I must get TAN. He also think that fair ppl = ppl who always stay at home ONLY.
I hope my nafar I will get either a silver or gold. Jiayou!Jiayou!
I received my MR test back. I was so nervous and unwilling to get back. I thought that I will fail badly as I forgot the theory when I took the paper. The MR teacher simply read out the results in the class. At that moment, I was like OMG!omg!. What if I do badly and everyone knows. While reading out my peer's result, even those slacker score 30 plus. If i fail, means I sucks. One of my cling failed. My heart pumping faster and faster as teacher read out the scores. KAITING 33/50 At that moment, I new I am safe. I simply find it ridiculous. How did I score that kind of marks. I rmb I wrote crap. Forget abt it.
I shall concentrate on the rest of the paper in order to maintain my GPA.
I was given another opportunity to go for overseas attachment. Initially, I hope to go. But if I go overseas, I only wanna go for oversea company for experience. At the same time, I am not confidence that I am able to do the jobs I am assigned. My mum don't really hope that I don't go overseas as she thinks that I can still gain experience in Singapore.
*ARGH*
should I, should I not go overseas????


❤I love mails

damn bored today! around 4 hrs of break is a torture to me.
I hate it when they sae the IT track are so good. "They dont have to do projects. They don't have to do those customer relation practices or any crap." No matter what IT track is better off business track. Firstly, it is expected that business track do projects and need to write reports. Secondly, if u are given another chance to chose. I am guarantee that they will not chose to go for IT track. Just because that IT track is so better off. Human are weird creature. They only see the surface of everything and make judgement. IT track isn't so easy as others seen. Else everyone would have score straight As.
ARGH! stress up
These days I am rather tired. I wondered why. Wonder when I will know what I will do during my attachment.
Tml is fri again! another week gg to end. =)

20080110, 12:31 PM


weeee! Went shopping with my sister just now. It is a fruitful trip LOL. I bought a set of apparel for my CNY. This cost me $82 but I think it worth.(to me everything worth it's price even though it is ex =P) I love it man. It is very different from the current style of mine. Curious ba, audience? u MAY get to see me wearing it in future! =) At the end of the dae, I bought 2 t-shirts, one top, one pants, belt and a big top(sister's). I merely spend 2 to 3 hrs of shopping todae and I bought all these. Normally, I took the whole afternoon. ha ha Even though, I bought quite alot. There is still a list of things which I wanna buy.
  1. formal pants
  2. formal shoe(heels)
  3. turtle neck top(at osmose)
  4. pumps
  5. legging
  6. long sleeve top at Fox
  7. More top, more top please!
  8. unique and the only necklace

I am never satisfied with the clothes I have. I want even more! How greedy of me. ha ha tml I will have my XML quiz. week 15 is goona be the busiest week I ever go through. Everydae goona be filled with 1 practical test, 2 written test, 1 project presentation and collaboration of project.

I rmb last sem. When I wanna collaborate my project. I stayed up the whole night at my friend's house to do. I merely sleep for 1 hr. but it didnt turn out very well. I already tried my very best though. The next morning I rushed home to change into my formal wear and rushed back to sch.

Think this sem will not be any better!


20080108, 9:26 PM


My hp plan is gg to end soon!!! Great. Currently, I am using the starhub plan. I am considering to change my plan to singtel. They sell their phone cheaper?!? not very sure abt it. No matter what, I need to wait for Mdm March to knock my door. There are some phones where I adore. Recently launched, W960i is one of them. I like the design and it is touch screen. The design is simple and sleek. But the memory is 8GB lol. Too much for me le la. I couldn't even manage to use up all the memory of my Ipod nano. What more to say 8GB.
For the sake of my PSP, I need to cut down cost on my hand phone. he he I think 5310 Xpress music isn't that bad. Actually, I usually look for hand phone that has sleek design or any phones that isn't that thick(around 9.9 mm).
This month will be horrible man. every week is so happenning all the way till first week of feb.
recently, I feel so troubled. many things just clash tgt. everything nee to be done within a month. sound impossible but it is the fact. next week, I have 2 quiz of 15% weightage and teacher need to mark my project which is alo 15%. stress!!
blah blah blah blah * flush* *flush*
There goes my trouble! he he
dont hurt me. I am fragile! =)
Ytd, i had sushi for dinner with 007, socky and her BF. finally, i saw socky's BF. He looks like LQ brother. LOL he cant sit still. haha I think i saw a secondary sch friend of mine at sakae sushi. 007 seldom go for sakae sushi. so i cant blame her if she make some funny comment while having dinner at sakae sushi. think she must visit more sakae sushi.
*muack* *muack*
SUSHI
*muack* *muack*

20080107, 4:52 PM

Insecured.
she always been so busy.
she had lesser time for us.
recently, she had a BF.
not that having a bf is wrong.
just that
she had even lesser time for us.
My belief of longlasting friendship is shaky =(


even though Miss Jan hasn't leave. I had plans for Mr Feb.
  1. cycling with 007 socky gx lq kenneth sh serean cliff (wasnt confirm=P)
  2. pinic with 007pp xf pris yl jy
  3. celebrate 007 bdae
  4. end of sem exam
  5. work
  6. more to go... haha

counting down the numbers of days. towards the submission of project. scary!!


No money= No mood for shopping

Pris asked me out for shopping. i really dont have the mood. even though they are tempting discounts avaliable everywhere. later meeting 007 and socky for dinner. wonder how it will turn out. hmmm... what shall we eat later??? recently my internet connection is so lag la. is it because there is some problem to this modem. My favorite crusine is Jap food. But 07 dont like. so we seldom go for jap food.


feel like having sakae sushi....



The dog looks quite protective of the baby.
Looking forward CNY where i get to relaxe even though I have to prepare for my exams. Wonder if Socky will be free to acc me to study for my exams. By the time I start my exams 007 has already start her attachment.
another week abt to end le. So fast!!! I dont think Iwill work within this month. Need to use this precious month to complete my irritating project.
My next target: PSP
initially I want a Ipod touch. But then it cannot play games. so PSP is the BEST!!

20080106, 7:24 AM

I am just couldn't understand why some kids just look likes a pet to the parents. May be the kids are just too hyperactive. But I feel insulted when I saw the kids with that.
Cancel the meeting today with HJ as we doesn't noe wat to do even if we meet up. Why not do the project at home. =)
I been looking for something. But I wasn't sure what I am looking for. Everyday I will browse thru Flickr. Hoping to find what I really wants someday. These days my sister is looking for a job. Nevertheless, she cant find any she likes. I am not very sure what she want to work as. Some times she claim we don't understand her. Did she sae what she wants?
Norton isn't as good as it claims. My desktop kenna virus but Norton couldn't trace it out. ARGH! I couldn't use my desktop to online. Else I will send virus to my Friends. I heard from my friends that they sae AVG is quite good. There is free installation online. But it only help to detect spy ware. Nothing else. I need the complete set! Lucky, my frend have it. There is hope for my desktop. Else I dont noe what to do to my desktop. Some more, my sch is spreading virus. Hope my thumb drive will not kenna.
Jay's concert 's ticket is FULLY sold out. Really hope that one day I can see him one day. He has this X- factor. Most of my friends dont find him handsome. However, he is a director, song writer, singer and actor. He is talented! looking forward his new movie . Guess I have to save some money to buy the DVD of his new movie and concert. Whenever I feel disheartened, I tend to play his past concert DVD or movie. After watching, I will feel better.

20080104, 6:29 PM


Just finished my mobile application practical test. This test is simpler and I guess many will be able to score well. I still haven get back my first practical test result. But I am not looking forward it. I noe I don't do well. =P
Last time I saw one particular member of Flickr's album which really like. I merely managed to know he/she has a son call Rhed. *Sob* Guess I hope I can find it soon.
*COUGH*

I am sick for quite some time le. I went to the pharmacy to buy the cough syrup. It is disgusting. It is green in color and I have to drink 2 spoons of it. yucks! If I don't drink it, I will cough continuously. Nevertheless, some times I nv drink it and ate choco. My throat get so itchy and kept coughing.
Tml meeting HJ to do ITIPJ. End of this month we have to pass up the project. Within one month I have finish, so worried that I cant finish. Sun I will be meeting 007 to accompany her to study for her exams at RP. I find RP a very good environment for student to study. Their Lib allow student to hold discussion. There are 3 storey but their reception isn't that good. I used to study my exams at RP. haha
This year will make no differences. =)



Isn't she sweet!! I need creative juices.I know wat to make for 007's present.ytd i asked her to choose the pictures that she likes so as to prevent her nagging.xP
007 will start her attachment straight after CNY.Thinking of organising a chalet but she may not be able to join us. We have to postpone this chalet. These days I have the urge to go cycling. But everyone of us have our projects and assignments to finish. I guess I have to wait till everyone finished their end of sem exams. Don't worry! It will be in a blink of an eye. Control Control!!
I am broke. Last few shopping spree cost me a bomb. I am waiting for new year to arrive which may help to mend my hole. But most of the Ang Pao are in ringgits. *Sigh* I can only keep it for future usage. I haven buy my new year clothes wor. Last few years, I don't have the habit of wearing NEW clothes. I thought it is no big deal. 007 and Socky sae Must wear NEW clothes. Guess I will have another bigger hole on my another pocket.
Ytd when I wanted the push cart to buy the crocodile key chain. The push cart is gone!!! I dont noe where to buy it and I didnt take down wat is the name of the push cart. ARGH! My sis sae she will tell me again what she wants for her birthdae present.
007 and I always has this joke where we have Personal Assistant as we are busy woman. We came out with this joke as socky is so damn busy that we have to inform her in advance around 2 weeks so that she can make it. Hence, my PA hotline is 6897-1584. Do rmb! =P

20080103, 11:30 AM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAN ER!!!!
I met up with 007 after school for lunch.
Chit-chatting away at pizza hut.
How blur of me. I forgot that I threw away my formal shoe!
And i need it for todae.
Luckily, I rmb it b4 i reached home.
I managed to borrow a pair of shoe from 00.
Else i don't noe wat am i gg to wear today.
ha ha. My sister bdae is 20 Jan.
I was thinking of buying her a key chain of crocodile which she likes.
You can open the mouth of it and press on the teeth.
If u press on the wrong teeth, the mouth will close immediately.
I saw raw fish sushi, prawn, prawn sushi key chain.
It is so cute lol.
CWP isn't as bad as I thought. =p
I miss LQ's PSP.
Hope to get a PSP!!

20080101, 5:41 PM

Two treats in one! The base of the gumball machine is made from two cupcakes stacked on top of each other and the top is filled with real gumballs.
This is so cool.
I like the way the photography took this image.
Just something i wanna share with everyone.
At flickr, there are many talented photographer.
Clever Cupcakes is one of my favourite web sites. =)



"HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!"